So yesterday, I had a bad thought that something horrible was going to happen between my boyfriend and I because we haven't been talking as much lately and haven't seen each other for idk like a month. Well yeah, my thought came true cuz that night he broke up with me saying he's been busy and he's only get busier. Ugh. And another reason was cuz he couldn't see me. Okay, why couldn't you talked to my dad earlier if it was too late now and it was the "bottom line" and "its just too late at this point"? If you really cared you would have done it asap. But apparently I don't mean as much as I thought I did to him. I hate how everything can just go bad in a few moments. I thought he was perfect and I don't think I will ever stop loving him but ugh. I don't know. I know life will get better later on and this is just a hurdle I have to get over..but it still hurts. I just sent him things for his band I had made and I really hope he likes them although he probably won't tell me. Anyways, today was boring except for history when Maile and I gambled on tabacco on our "farm" and ended up with only $700 dollars at the end. Oh well, it was fun.
Friday, January 21, 2011
Friday, January 14, 2011
Friday January 14th 2011
Sorry I haven't been blogged in awhile. I've been so busy with school and color guard lately that I've neglected to keep up with my blogging. I promise I'll try to blog more often. Love,
Kelsey (:
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