Insecurity

Some people just really don't get it. I mean seriously, pointing out someone's flaws or something about them that someone else has or does better doesn't do much good. And people wonder why I am so insecure with myself. You can try to apologize by saying I have the nicest body out of all of y'all, but that doesn't make up for all the flaws that get pointed out all the fucking time. Why is it when you guys made the perfect body, nothing of mine was included? Yeah. Because I have nothing to offer. This is silly, but I used to think my butt was my best physical feature, or at least the one thing on my body that I myself was content with, but no, of course two of my other friends have a better one than me. I just want to be better than someone else in something.. Fuck. And my mom pointing out that she was 100 pounds when she was my age or that I should get nose surgery doesn't help with my confidence either. If you have nothing nice to say, don't say it at all. I never try to point out anyone's flaws, and try to see the best in people, so I don't understand why others can't do the same for me. Fuck this.